Life can be really, really hard.
Feeling rather emotionally unstable.
Feeling like nothing that I eat is agreeing with me.
Grief over sin.
Really knowing that I am but a breath that vanishes.
The unknowns—how long will I be this sick? Will I ever get better? How will this affect my future?
Life is really, really hard sometimes.
But even then, God has been showering so much grace upon me:
Sweet time in His Word.
Precious friends with whom I can be absolutely real, not being afraid of being vulnerable; friends who understand me and care about me, who weep with me when things are hard and rejoice with me in times of joy; friends who encourage and pray for me. Friendship is such an amazing gift.
People in my life who are humorous.
Naps. I’ve been taking so many; I need them.
The Psalms. (Psalm 46, especially)
Grace to rest in the truth of the gospel. I’ve got no reason to doubt. God has me.
Songs that are full of gospel truth.
Things in life that are ordinary, but make life fun: music, smoothies, outings with friends, sunny days, rainy days, laughing with my sister over memes, orchids, poetry, etc.
Most of all, knowing that God loves me, that I am His daughter, and that He is for me, working everything—yes, EVERYTHING—for my good and for His glory. Though I may not see it now, I will later, and this will result in more joy in Him.
Even in dark times, there are so many reasons to rejoice.