Winter Break is coming to a close. Overall, it was really good. I spent precious time with my family. I got to sleep in most days (a luxury!), make smoothies whenever I wanted (I don’t own a blender, but my mom does), and draw, take pictures, write and do exegesis (in layman’s terms, study the Bible) to my heart’s content. Then the past couple days were spent with the freshmen that are currently in the area: going out to eat, playing hilarious games like Quelf and “Dreams”, and having conversations about things like Calvinism versus Arminianism (typical of Bible college students… but really, theological conversations are the best). Good times! Anyway, I feel well rested and ready to start a new semester. I’m currently in the process of packing up and moving my stuff back to my dorm. I’m also reading for our first lesson this Wednesday, about the Greeks, Romans and Persians during 400-300 BC (i.e. Alexander the Great, Xerxes, the Peloponnesian Wars, the rising and falling of Rome, etc). Very interesting. I’m very excited about this semester. We’ll be studying Greek philosophy, literature, culture and mythology, and go through the New Testament. I. AM. PUMPED. Beyond words. =) I’m especially looking forward to going through the Epistles. Paul, John and Peter’s letters are FANTASTIC.
It’ll be good to be back home again, living with my roommates again, cooking my own food, having friends over, and sleeping in my own bed, in “the batcave” (my loft/closet, which needs a better name, haha). =)
These past few weeks, this is what God has been teaching me:
– Words can tear down, or they can build up. Be careful how you use them.
– God is gracious, even when I am not. I hate to admit that some days I was tempted to feel easily irritated about things. Then I would stop and think, “Where did this attitude come from? This is not right!”
– “Hope in God, for I shall again praise Him” (Psalm 42:11). There are those days when I’m just not feeling the weight of the glory of the Gospel–I believe it, but I feel like it’s more in my head than my heart, and I’m not really seeing it for what it truly is, in depth… and I have to ask God for eyes to see it. Sometimes during those days my natural response is to worry: “Oh no! Does this mean I’m not believing it?” Not always. Somedays it’s harder to see clearly than others, but keep choosing to believe God’s Word; keep persevering! Psalm 42:11 fits this sort of scenario perfectly:
Why are you cast down, O my soul,
and why are you in turmoil within me?
Hope in God; for I shall again praise Him,
my salvation and my God.
“Hope in God, for I shall again praise Him.” I love this verse. God knows my heart. He knows that even though I’m not “feeling it” that day, my heart is longing to be in that fellowship with Him. And soon He will give me eyes to see again–more fully, in more detail–the beauty of the Gospel. So I press on, preaching to myself of the mercy and grace of God through Christ, and keep fixing my mind on the Word, and pretty soon… WOW. I once again realize how beautiful Christ is. And my heart is once again overwhelmed by His sacrificial love.
A couple days ago I treated myself to the luxury of Spotify Premium, so that’s been pretty fun. Current favorites:
Amazing Life – Britt Nicole
This Is My Year (Matoma Remix) – Family Force 5
Energy – Hillsong Young & Free
Tell The World – Eric Hutchinson
Holy Light – Phil Wickham
Trololo Song – Eduard Khil (aka “Mr. Trololo”). Yes, I’m serious… it’s been stuck in my head all week. Though it’s been an internet meme for quite a while, I was completely unaware of its existence until a friend showed it to me a month ago. The song was written by Eduard Khil, titled (in Russian) “I Am Glad, Because I’m Finally Returning Home”, and it’s essentially about a cowboy coming home to his wife. However, according to wikipedia (yes, I research these sorts of things), he never published his lyrics, but decided to sing the tune anyway, I guess. It’s a cool tune, I suppose, but why all the “lololololo”? haha =)